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Are We Ever Going To Be Ok??? There is hope...

Started by Julian's Mama. Last reply by Sandra Montgomery Nov 8, 2010. 6 Replies

A Dream...That Was Real!!!

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Comment by rob whan on September 29, 2009 at 5:34pm
Great article. Gonna take a xanax and have a beer. Only joking.
Comment by Karina Pesta on September 29, 2009 at 4:05pm
Hi all. I'm new to this group. I have to agree, it is a very interesting article. My child's first anniversary of her passing was a week and a half ago. I'm just wondering how my grief will be in one, two, five years from now.....I hope I don't fall into that "loop of suffering/complicated grief". Weird that I even typed what I just did, 'cuz two weeks ago I was deep in my suffering and I was very happy in that misery. For some reason I felt more connected with my child. Today, however, I want to transcend and just feel the pure beauty of my child without the heartache and suffering.
Hope to get there soon.
Comment by Steve G-Zak's dad on September 29, 2009 at 1:26pm
Interesting article
Comment by Amy Bucher on September 29, 2009 at 1:14pm
Peace to all...

An interesting article about grief/bereavement (in the extreme, called "complicated grief" or "extreme grief disorder") in which a parent of a child lost to Cancer is mentioned...
Comment by Stephanie Thompson on September 8, 2009 at 9:28pm
For what I'm doing to spread awareness about National Childhood Cancer Awareness Month, see my past two entries on my daughter's CB site. I plan to add stuff every few days.
Comment by Helen Achuff on August 9, 2009 at 4:21pm
So Maggie's one year "angelversary"(for lack of a better term) came and went.We spent the day together as a family.Hard to believe she's been gone for so long already.What is the rest of our lives going to be like?Why doesn't this matter to the powers that be in DC? I watch my 11 year old daughter struggle every day with the loss of her little sister and it just kills me inside.At least my 6 year old son talks about Maggie and gets his feelings out,as hard as that is to hear,I'm glad he has his way of grieving.I really worry about my oldest.Love you my "Littlest",heavy sigh...
Comment by Helen Achuff on June 24, 2009 at 10:57am
We are rapidly approaching the one year since we said goodbye to our baby Maggie.It's all I can think about and that seems to make the time fly by.This time last year we were going to the beach for what we knew would be our last vacation as a complete family.Maggie was feeling ok and she did have a good time but when we returned home,things went down hill very quickly for her.Now we are headed to the beach again and our other 2 children are very excited.My husband and I have mixed emotions-we feel it's important to give our kids a great vacation,they truly deserve it,but it's never going to be the same without Maggie.I can't stop thinking about how she felt those last 2 weeks of her life,these thoughts are so painful for me.Is it always going to be this painful? She isn't here-I have to tell myself that everyday.We can't bring ourselves to get rid of any of her things.Maggie's room is just as she left it the last day she went to the hospital.I go in there every night to "tuck" her in and talk to her.That room will always be Maggie's room.I know exactly where every toy came from and they all have a Maggie memory attached to them.This sucks so bad...I want her back!
Comment by Jacob Michael scott on June 11, 2009 at 5:37pm

Happy Birthday in Heaven Tyler
remember to send Angel kisses down to your family
with Love ^i^ Jacob's mum
17th June 1991-16th June 2005
Comment by Kelly Cyr on June 11, 2009 at 7:32am

Happy Birthday Tyler Cyr!! Things have been tough these last few weeks. The economic state has hit us hard and plans to D.C had to be cancelled. It makes me so angry that childhood cancer has all but destroyed our lives and now I can't be there to shout and work to help. I wanted to be Tyler's voice!!! Today my son would have been 17!! This is his second birthday (of so many more to come) that we face without him. Whoever said time heals NEVER lost a child!!!!! Heal?? I don't think I will ever heal!!! The only thing I am sure of is that I miss my son every day and that I am constantly finding new ways just to get through the day. Happy Birthday Tyler Cyr!!! I want to shout it as loud as I can for the world to hear!!!! I know you will be spending the day playing your favorite!! So this is for you:
Baseball In Heaven

Hey mom do you know they have baseball in heaven
I pitched for the "Angels" on my first day
Moses was a bit annoyed, I got caught "stealing"
He said they don't do that here . . .

Hey mom did you know they ski in heaven
We ride atop the tallest clouds
Holding our wings in very close
We make a swooshing sound
You call it "wind" down there . . .

Hey mom do you know they have cable TV here
I get to watch all the neat stuff I could ever want
They even have the Si Fi channel
That me and dad always enjoyed so much . . .

There's pizza to eat all through the day
Man . . . the girls are all awesome and cute
I wear the coolest Air Jordan's
And I never miss a basket when I shoot
About the girls . . . the no kissing on the first date thing sorta bothers me . .

Hey mom do you know they have dogs in heaven
I got one today his name is Jake
He follows me everywhere I go
And likes to lick my face

So mom I guess what I am trying to say
Is that things really aren't so bad
I miss you and the family a lot at times
I miss the guy stuff I did with dad. . .

I do have some good news though . . .

At night when you fall asleep,
God said I can talk to you in your dreams
So those times I show up and we laugh and play
They are as real as they actually seem
Promise you'll talk back to me okay ( I can hear you when you pray) . . .

Hey mom do you know they have baseball in heaven
Oh that's right I said that before
I hit a homer just a while ago
Abraham and Gabriel came in for a score . . .

A camera man came close to get my picture
Just like they do for the pro's on TV
I had the biggest smile you've ever seen
I put my face close to the lens
It was huge and filled the screen
Do you know what I said?
Of course you do . . .
I looked in it and said . . .

" Hi mom!"

"Baseball In Heaven" copyright (C) protected R.S.S. Andersen all rights reserved

I love and miss you so much!!!

Kelly Cyr
^Tyler's^ Mom
Comment by Angel ^^Dae Hons^^ Grandma Cheryl on May 26, 2009 at 3:31am
I would like to ask a favor of you all.

My daughter Amber ( Dae Hons mommy ) , has made it here to this wonderful site , on her own.

I feel she is slowly reaching out for help. She so needs to talk to someone and confide in them about how she feels losing her first born son to DIPG. :*(

PLEASE go here and welcome her to this wonderful group.

Thank You so much.


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Are We Ever Going To Be Ok??? There is hope...

Started by Julian's Mama. Last reply by Sandra Montgomery Nov 8, 2010. 6 Replies

A Dream...That Was Real!!!

Started by C. Hood. Last reply by Melisa Samaniego Jul 28, 2010. 3 Replies

March 28 2010

Started by rob whan. Last reply by Angels mom Rebecca Perez Apr 10, 2010. 6 Replies

Can't go but my voice WILL be heard!!!

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