brandie marie robinson has not received any gifts yet
You were lying in my arms,
As I tried to say goodbye,
I'm relieved your pain is gone,
I told myself I'd make it through
But I knew that was a lie.
I gazed at your little handprint,
Given to us that day,
You wouldnt feel pain again,
But I wanted you to stay.
You fought for every breath you took,
Never letting go,
Until one day God made you His,
Leaving all of us below.
You could no longer walk or…Continue
I miss you so much buddy. I'm so devestated that i'll have to live the rest of my life without you. I want to hold you in my arms again and hear you say "i love you mommy" or "my mommy and my mommy only!" I wish i could have given you a better life than the one i did and i'll forever feel guilty that I didnt. Whenwe were inthe hospital those last few days i felt like you didnt want me to be around you, but now i look back and realize that you were only a child coping with the most severe…Continue
JANUARY 17 2012- BEDTIME PRAYERS WITH RHEAGEN...
now i lay me down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep.
If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take.
The night before Rheagen died it was just the two of us at seattle childrens hospital, Ryan had taken the boys to his parents house for a couple days so we could be with Rheagen together for the last moments of his life.The doctor expected him to pass 3 days ago but here he was hanging on for life…Continue
Ryan came and picked me up, we dropped the boys off at Ryan's mom and dad's house so we could spend this time together with rheagen, even if it is in the hospital it's the only place i want to be right now, When i walked in Rheagen was in the bed and leslie was sitting in the lounge chair reading him. Rheagen is sooo swollen, the tumor must have doubled in size because his chest is all puffed out. he has this terrible cough and is in so much pain that he cant even get up to go potty. It…Continue