So I was journaling today...something I should do a lot more, and I came across some poems I wrote from this past fall/winter..which was a little rough. I thought the first one was interesting in that it relates alot with my first blog post...I just never remember writing it down! I thought I would share some with you.
My gut wrenching.
Yet somehow I still got my feet on the ground.
Somehow I still got a smile on my face.
People ask me how I do it...
But I can never give them a straight answer.
I would like to ask them the same thing.
I got a lot of shit they don't.
But they got a lot I don't.
So we're all fighting our own battles here.
Everyone has their own sheep to tend.
I might have a big flock,
But I've learned to tame each one with love.
(1/2/09) -i think I was feeling sick from chemo on this one.
there's a low hum outside my window.
My nails and fingertips are sore.
Under pressure of the toxicities flowing through,
destructing good and bad.
Just make it through one day at a time.
If anyone has any suggestions for the second to last line in the first poem..It kind of throws me off everytime I read it. the first time i read it i thought it was "I might have a big (something that rhymes with flock)" so now I have to change it. hahaha. =)
think of me tomorrow..I'm getting all my testing done (I am a clear white light)