It's two years, two months, two weeks after Fathers Day 2007; diagnosis. What was it like before then? I can remember events. But now, after everything that's happened.... What did I used to think, how did I feel? Who was that guy? He's gone....

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Comment by Jennifer Killewald on September 14, 2009 at 11:48am
Today marks the 2 month anniversary of Mac's death. My joy is gone. I fake it and get by okay. I miss everything about him. The way he walks, the way he holds his hands, the way he used to run upstairs to tell me about his day when he walked through the front door. I go to the cemetary to visit him. I know he isn't really there, but his body is and I want it back!!! I want him back. I want him back.
Comment by Jill on September 8, 2009 at 9:47pm
On an especially sad day recently, my husband asked me if I'd ever be "happy go lucky" again and da**it, NO! I will never ever be again and I'm tired of pretending that "I'm ok" to everyone so that they won't feel uncomfortable. Like you, I hurt and do often dwell on life before Lucas' diagnosis. My heart goes out to you and all the others grieving for their children taken by this horrific disease.
Comment by Janet Wilson on September 1, 2009 at 9:58pm
Dear AJ's Dad,
I am so sorry for your pain. I know there is nothing I can say that will soften that pain, I just pray that in time it will soften. I hope you know that what you are doing, rolling this snowball is touching many lives and doing more to raise Childhood Cancer Awareness than anything I know of. This site is bringing so many together and encouraging many to get active and fight for our kids. Thank you for using your computer talents and gifting in such a great way in this fight. I do not know how you do it but I am grateful that you do. God Bless You!
^Jenna's^ Meemee

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